Well, yeah...Since the last one was in...November?

Anyways, how's everyone? I know I've been inactive for ages. I just got nothing to say. And although I don't comment on art, it doesn't mean I haven't seen them, really.

So how am I? It goes up and down. After Christmas Break, I felt better and energetic. Right now I'm back into the frequent dizziness and feeling so weak. =-=
And I still have no clue what's wrong with my body. Well, now that I'm at an internist in the hospital, we hope to get some answers. I just have to wait for the next appointment to hear if they found something or not. And slowly I started to hate the schooldoctor. No seriously! She's an obvious person that is against gaming. I'm like "shut the fuck up". She apparantly sees gaming as useless and unhealthy. Sorry, but gaming is where I can take my frustration out on, it makes me feel happy. Well, that schooldoc is kinda old so. She probably still lives in the old age or something.

Well, sports. Yes, sports. I normally hate any kind of exercise or sports, but for a long time I've been thinking seriously about skating and ice-skating. The fact that I bought ice-skates should say enough. I just love to 'soar' on the ice or street with speed. It's something I can't explain, and it's something I'm wondering about why I haven't started it earlier. So yeah. o-o

Intern is almost over. Next week is actually the last week and I just can't wait till it's over. It's been hell due to my health, but still they are happy with me and trust me and bla. I'm not going to be surprised if I didn't make it for intern this year. And school is leaving me kinda in the dark as what's going to happen next. Yeah, I don't have to worry and stuffs. That's all they say to me. Oh well, my school results are still good, so yeah. Yeah. x'D
My schedule for school is going to be really nice. Monday and Thursday we start at around 11:45 am till 5:15 pm, practical lessons. Tuesday and Wednesday are free days. And Friday the usual theory-lessons from 10:15 am till 4:30 pm. That makes me have some good sweet free times to get myself on track again. Enough spare time to actually enjoy stuff again. Seriously, I'll keep on studying if my schedule stays like this forever. Either that or work only part-time. I'm pretty sure now that with my health right now, I just can't work full-time. I NEED rest and time for myself. And the fact that I don't live to work. I work to live life, ok? Work for me isn't the most important thing in the world. It's friends and fun stuff. That, coming from a studious person that loves to learn stuff. Hahah.

Other news?
Well, anime's going slow, of course, with intern taking up most of my time. Manga is still going pretty good, as reading is just nice. Currently (if that wasn't already obvious) I'm into Air Gear again, but now the manga instead of the anime. Already reached volume 11 and so far so good. Well, so far it's still not much different than the anime, lol. From intern I got some gift-cards and chocolates for Christmas and I knew what I would spend those gift cards on...I bought 8 volumes of Air Gear. x'D  Well, since Del-Rey was the publisher till volume 17, you might want to collect them fast, as Del-Rey is dead and Kodansha just continues on the newer volumes. I wonder if they thought about that. I mean, it's a popular series but not having the first 17 volumes available will work against you, Kodansha! Well, at least I have the first 8 now and hope to buy some more at Tsunacon. Yes, Tsunacon~
Sunday next week, it's finally time for Tsunacon! I'm finally in a real cosplay~ Still not saying much about it, though. I'll force my friends to take photo's so I can upload it here. x'D

For Animecon in May, I'll use the same cosplay. Abunai, as I've already planned with my friends, will be 3 days and I'm going to buy another cosplay for it. This cosplay is Air Gear related. Yes. Air Gear. I fucking decided it. x'D Although this character only shows up in the manga, and the OVA series, I love this character. At first I was thinking of Simca, but she's...Too much for me. I mean, I already feel awkward in a slightly shorter skirt, heck. How uncomfortable would I feel in a cosplay of Simca? The other character that I AM doing, is really more of my type. And more of my own character, so it'll feel more natural for me to cosplay.

Of course I have more cosplay planned with my friends, but as money issues comes at everyone's door sometime, I'll keep myself from buying too much cosplay. I think it's going to be 1 new cosplay a year, if I have a character I'm interested in, that is.
Side note: and for the third year in a row, my shugo chara cosplay was shoved away to the future. =-= I was planning it for my first Abunai two years ago. Lol. I fail.

And I haven't realised it till now...But, my birthday is in 2 months and 19 days. Woah. Then I'll be 21. Sheesh, I feel young and old at the same time. To think that I'm doing a serious cosplay at the age of 20-21. I feel slooooow. Oh well, cosplay is not age-restricted, nor is anime/manga. So I shouldn't worry too much about it.

I'm ranting, lol. And the fact that I can get my friends to watch several anime by just talking about it, while I'm not watching anime THEY recommend to me. I feel awesomeness. x'D


So yeah, if I actually get some "news" on my health, I'll post a new journal.